Imperfection...

Sedia Setia

2012-01-15T19:22:00.001+08:00

" Tuhan tolong lembutkan hati dia.. "

Ombak Rindu

2012-01-02T16:05:00.004+08:00

Rinduku umpama ombak yang tidak berhenti
Kasihmu bagai pantai yang setia menanti

" Sabar itu ikhlas.. Pasrah itu berserah.. "

Just So You Know

2011-12-22T14:45:00.003+08:00

It's not about finding the perfect relationship
It's not about always being in a bliss relationship
It's about finding that someone who will be there throughout everything
Without giving up

" My heart hurts
No, not the heartbroken kind of hurt
My heart really hurts. It's real. The pain is real "

Afresh

2011-12-21T10:55:00.000+08:00

" New beginnings "

Heart

2011-11-19T00:05:00.002+08:00

We can't lie to ourselves

Our hearts knows the truth too well

And for what lies ahead for all of us, He knows it all

" May He guide me to a blessed life ahead. Insya Allah, Amin "

Random

2011-11-10T20:08:00.002+08:00

Filling my thoughts of the future;

Of infinite questions & possibilities

" Semoga semuanya sentiasa dibawah lindungan Allah s.w.t "

From Fatin Atiqah's

2011-10-30T12:57:00.002+08:00

..If a guy says you're beautiful when you're showing skin,

Chances are he's thinking of sex

If he says you're beautiful when you're not showing any,

You really are and he really means it..

" Am content with my life now, wouldn't want it in any other way "

Brand New Day

2011-10-29T21:52:00.003+08:00

Do what makes us happy

Be with who makes us smile

Laugh as much as we breathe

And love as long as we shall live

" Starting afresh & positive, insya Allah (: "

Dan Biarkanlah

2011-10-15T20:49:00.003+08:00

Semestinya;
Cinta itu selalunya indah
Sayang itu selalunya manis
Rindu itu selalunya berbunga
Setia itu selalunya bahagia

Sebenarnya;
Cinta itu kejujuran hati
Sayang itu kelopak janji
Rindu itu madah bestari
Setia itu impian hakiki

Mungkinkah;
Cinta itu mainan di bibir
Sayang itu lidah mengukir
Rindu itu bunga waktu
Setia itu godaan kalbu

Jadikanlah;
Cinta itu ikatan
Sayang itu pegangan
Rindu itu kejujuran
Setia itu pengorbanan

Biarkanlah;
Cinta itu pahit
Sayang itu menyeksa
Rindu itu hiba
Setia itu tanpa akhirnya

" Shall drift away with time.. "

Nothing

2011-10-04T21:59:00.002+08:00

It comes to a point whereby

I just want to feel.. Nothing

So that I won't even have to feel this feeling called Hurt

" Just wanna curl up like a child "

Follow My Heart

2011-10-01T22:53:00.002+08:00

If you pay attention to the words of a girl's favourite songs,

You'll find out Everything she's too afraid to say.

And if a girl admits she likes you,

Just know that she took every ounce of courage she had.

" Confession; Do I even cross your mind? "

Truth

2011-09-30T23:42:00.000+08:00

" Some things are meant to be. Some, aren't.. "

Self

2011-09-29T22:12:00.002+08:00

Starting tonight, I need to forget what's gone

Appreciate what still remains

And look forward to what's coming next

" Instincts never fail. Hearts don't lie. Intuition is always right "

Rossa

2011-09-26T23:16:00.002+08:00

I really wanna watch her.. =(

" Sometimes, nvm. "

Exception

2011-09-26T21:26:00.002+08:00

Someone will always be prettier than me

Younger than me

Smarter than me

Brighter than me

Sweeter than me

Luckier than me

Happier than me

But, they will never be me..

" Just someone who will never give up on me, no matter what "

Stay

2011-09-23T19:12:00.000+08:00

" I need to know that I'm gonna be alright. Right? "

Trying

2011-09-20T22:30:00.003+08:00

Tired..

Putting up a brave front

And being strong is the only option left

" Laughter is not always the best medicine. Sometimes, it's the best disguise "

Bottled Up

2011-09-20T20:24:00.004+08:00

I wish you were here, but you're not

You're there

And there doesn't know how lucky it is

(Orang tak senang bila melihat kita rasa senang

Orang akan senang bila kita jatuh kalah perang

Orang yang dah senang slalu tamak nak lagi senang

Tak kasi ruang untuk orang yang susah yang cuba nak rasa senang

Ni lah realiti yang menghampakan..)

" I am in need of a conversation

A deep conversation

I just need to let everything out "

I Wish..

2011-09-06T23:07:00.002+08:00

I wish it was easier

I wish things weren't so confusing

I wish I could be the person I am in my head

I wish my thoughts wouldn't kill me

I wish reality was more like my dreams

I wish I could just escape

Better yet, I wish I could disappear

" I don't know what to feel right now "

Life's lesson

2011-08-28T22:11:00.000+08:00

" Let our past makes us better, not bitter "

Self Reminder

2011-08-18T00:44:00.003+08:00

Berbalik kepada pepatah

"BIAR ORANG BUAT KITA..."

Need to keep repeating this in my head;

Be patient. Be strong. & And just be myself

" It's okay. It's really, okay~ "

Somebody

2011-08-15T21:14:00.002+08:00

Everybody needs somebody sometimes

" Yes. MAYBE, I've changed. Pain does that to people "

She

2011-07-02T23:44:00.003+08:00

Nothing is ever more beautiful,

Than a confident girl who doesn't pretend to

be something she's not, someone who's down to earth,

& let no guy define who she is

Bliss & blessed 23rd, Alhamdulillah

Thank you all (:

" Be rooted, humble, and just be self "

Again, It's Okay

2011-06-25T17:29:00.002+08:00

Although people treat you in a way that you don't wish for,

Yet, the best revenge that we, or I, have to offer is forgiveness

Still wondering why are we being nice to them

Just saying..

" Immuned "

Once.

2011-06-24T21:14:00.002+08:00

Just once,

I wish for someone to be afraid of losing me

" Fading away "

Huda's

2011-06-19T14:09:00.004+08:00

(credits for images)

Khas buat salah satu anggota rakan seni dari Srikandi Tiara Widjaya

Congratulations Love! (:

" Semoga kekal, insya Allah "

Worth

2011-06-16T21:55:00.004+08:00

We do not believe in ourselves

Until someone reveals that deep inside us,

Something is Valuable

" All that it takes "

Piala Si Cilik 2011

2011-06-14T10:35:00.004+08:00

3rd overall, Awok-awok Terbaik & Pencalonan for Paluan Terbaik

Naaila Kirana of WRPS (girls), my pride (:

To WRPS (boys & girls), don't quit trying

I'll see you guys again soon, with much love & misses

" It's the memories that counts "

Girlfriends

2011-06-14T09:32:00.002+08:00

" One word to describe Friendship - Comfort (: "

Fear

2011-06-08T23:06:00.004+08:00

Just so many walls, yet I can't break through

And this sudden surge of feelings of the unknown?

I'M SCARED

" I. really. am "

Just So You Know

2011-06-06T23:29:00.001+08:00

" Enough said "

Hidden

2011-06-04T01:59:00.002+08:00

" The easiest way to pretend is to just keep on smiling "

Rush

2011-05-27T21:20:00.002+08:00

And sometimes out of nowhere

All of a sudden, an overwhelming feeling rushes over me

And I got discouraged and upset

And I feel hopeless and hurt

Once again, I feel numb to the world

Like it is

When something bad happens, we have three choices

We can either let it define us,

Let it destroy us,

Or let it strengthen us

" Can't forget, but can pretend "

Piala Damai 2011

2011-05-22T21:09:00.010+08:00

Andika - Johan

Senikata Terbaik, Juara Terbaik & Karut Terbaik

Makyong Kedek - Naib Johan

Paluan Terbaik

Panjy -Tempat Ketiga

Dek Bongsu - Piala Srikandi

Chuchu Dato' Merah - Awok-awok Terbaik

Congratulations all!
It's been such a long and tiring weekend

" Comes with hard work, passion & effort "

Summary

2011-05-17T22:16:00.003+08:00

I've learned a lot lately

Through my fake smiles & unseen tears

I believe,

There isn't a need to rush

If something is really bound to happen,

It will happen

At the right time, with the right person,

And for the best reason

" In 3 words - Life goes on "

Wishful

2011-05-15T19:00:00.000+08:00

" A wishful thinking, a mindless dreaming "

Define

2011-05-15T01:55:00.003+08:00

Nothing is ever more beautiful than a

Confident girl who doesn't pretend to be someone she's not,

Someone who is down to earth,

And someone who lets no guy defines who she is

" How many wrongs, before I must get it right? "

Uncertainty

2011-05-11T23:46:00.003+08:00

" Just uncertain. All I know is that,

We're only brave until we're scared "

Story

2011-05-07T21:39:00.003+08:00

There's a story behind every person

There's a reason why they're the way they are

They aren't just like that because they want to

Something in the past created them

And sometimes, it's impossible to fix them

Just take a moment to learn to look inside a girl's heart

See how much she cries

You'll find secrets and promises and tears and lies and smiles

But what you'll see most,

Is how hard she tries to stay Strong

When nothing is right, and everything is wrong

" No one knows but Him "

Misunderstood

2011-05-03T08:06:00.003+08:00

Love doesn't demand to be loved back

But it doesn't mean it exists

To be taken for granted either

And If I had the choice,

I Wouldn't want to go back & do it all over again

" Ever day, is one step away. Away, from yesterday "

Hati

2011-04-28T22:25:00.004+08:00

Kecantikan, kesabaran, ketabahan,

kekuatan, kelemahan, keikhlasan seorang wanita..

Hanya bisa dilihat dari dalam sorot matanya

Kerana di situlah pintu hatinya,

Tempat di mana Cinta itu ada

" Lemah wanita kerana airmatanya. Sabar wanita kerana Imannya "

Regardless

2011-04-25T19:07:00.004+08:00

Please.

Just be careful what you say to someone today

Because tomorrow, they may not be here

And you can't take it back

" Trying to put on a brave front "

Breathe.

2011-04-22T16:24:00.001+08:00

" Allah knows best. Breathe.. "

Personal.

2011-04-19T23:43:00.002+08:00

Honestly, I'm not as always as confident as I may seem

There are as many nights & days where I just want to be held

Sometimes, I don't even wish to talk about what's bothering me

I just wanted someone to hear me cry

At times, it even hurts to look at yourself in the mirror

You hate what you see and wonder

"What ever happened to the smile that used to shine so bright?"

Despite all these, I'm glad I am me

It's just so important that I stay being positive

Surround yourself with positive people

Who truly appreciates your existence

Forget what you heard, recognize what you see

Always be a first-rate version of yourself

And not just a second-rate version of somebody else

Well in some days, nothing goes right

But when you think about it and take a step back,

You remember how amazing life truly is

And just maybe, you like being imperfect

Coz that's the thing

Clinging on to imperfections is what makes you unique & special

At the end of the day, all you have is your self-belief

When you let go of the things that makes you sad,

Simplicity comes by. Happiness comes your way

" Tabah.. Ikhlas.. (: "

Fade. Fading..

2011-04-17T21:35:00.006+08:00

If someone wants to be a part of your life, they'll be there

So don't bother saving a spot for someone

Who won't make an effort to stay

Everyday I've been thinking to myself;

Shall I keep on staying, or just let everything go?

It's not easy when life is currently a turbulence

" What are words, if we don't really mean it "

Eventually

2011-04-11T20:59:00.001+08:00

" Enough said "

I wish I knew

2011-04-03T14:42:00.003+08:00

I know everything happens for a reason
I just wish I knew what that reason was

But one thing for sure,
Whatever happens, is always for the best of us
For now; to just close my eyes, shut off my mind and drift away~

" Sehingga nadi menafikan nyawa "

Sigh

2011-03-23T20:32:00.004+08:00

And just because I'm the kind of person
who's willing to be there for anyone,
Doesn't mean I can be taken easily for granted

" I don't need a perfect life, just one that's happy "

Wait.

2011-03-12T15:09:00.002+08:00

And I'll wait
I shall wait and will continue to wait patiently
Until I have no more reason to wait anymore

" I wish I have the courage to just say what was in my head "

What A Woman's Heart Might Say

2011-03-04T21:03:00.002+08:00

Everything starts from friendship

You may not be her first, her last, or her only

She loved before, and she may love again

But if she loves you now, what else matters?

She's not perfect, you aren't either

And the two of you may never be perfect together

But if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice,

And admit to being human and making mistakes..

Hold on to her and give her the most that you can

She may not be thinking about you every second of the day

But she will give you a part of her;

That she knows you can break - her heart

So don't hurt her, don't change her,

Don't analyze and expect more than she can ever give

Smile when she makes you happy

Let her know when she makes you mad

And do miss her when she's not there

And just so you know as soon as she says goodbye,

Don't you just feel that it makes you realize deep;

What you once had, what you just lost,

And what you took for granted

" You've become my daily routine, my perfect butterfly effect "

Self

2011-02-17T21:11:00.002+08:00

And it ain't easy making the right decisions

In decising what's really best for myself, my happiness & my future

One step at a time, and just breathe easy

" I've just got to believe "

Still The Same

2011-01-23T16:40:00.002+08:00

We may never have everything
But at least, we never had nothing

" Should very much be thankful "

Indeed

2011-01-20T21:25:00.002+08:00

A friend worth;

Is a friend that sees the good in everything

And brings out the best in the worst of things

" Sometimes, I rather feel nothing. It's better. It's easier "

Carefree

2011-01-12T21:02:00.001+08:00

The heart is free

And whatever the heart wants to do

Let it be

" We don't have to be perfect; At all "

Lumrah Keruh Ku Canang

2011-01-08T22:59:00.002+08:00

..Hijab mencecah hijrah hayunan

Semolek alah sabil musiman

Elok seri layar senyuman

Simfoni indah nada senyuman..

" Ibarat bulan dililit awan,

Indah mengambang semalaman -Laziaf "

Blessings In Disguise

2011-01-08T16:39:00.002+08:00

But the struggles make you stronger

And the changes make you wiser

And happiness has its own way of taking its sweet time

Life, isn't always lovely

But it's definitely a beautiful ride, if we make it worthwhile

" Just blink away those tears and start believing again "

Scar

2010-12-29T19:12:00.002+08:00

When things don't work out in life, that's out of our control

But we have a choice, a moment

Where we decide to build our life

It's putting aside our hurt, our pride, our anger

And making things happen

It's never easy, but usually worth it at some point

" Something inside us just shuts off when we're hurt

We've got to stand back up and be strong "

Presence

2010-12-26T18:34:00.002+08:00

My gorgeous Girlfriends.

It takes sadness to know what hapiness is

Noice to appreciate silence

Lies to hear hurtful truths

Tears to be able to smile again

And absence to value one's presence

And only in my dreams, would things be okay

" And there are so many people I admire for so many reasons, yet.. "

Tinoot's Engagement

2010-12-22T19:09:00.002+08:00

Photo courtesy of Ida :)

Congratulations darla!! Am so happy for you both

You're one step away to becoming Mrs Hairil Anuar

Semoga kekal, insya Allah..

" Everyone's love story is already written in their own destiny

Perhaps, mine just took a little longer.. "

Motions

2010-12-14T22:30:00.002+08:00

I believe in embracing pain

I believe in going through the motions

Just living life every second

Because everyone/everything is going to hurt us

And we choose who/what is worth hurting for

Most importantly, love your own self

" Be gentle enough to hear the tune of life; And glide along "

Listen

2010-12-13T01:37:00.002+08:00

You'll know when you're important to someone

He/she will always make time to be there for you

No lies. No excuses. No broken promises

" Above all, your own hapiness matters "

Scar

2010-12-11T14:04:00.002+08:00

I'm not upset that you hurt and lied to me

I'm more upset that I can't believe you anymore

I used to think "Save me, I'm drowning in your love"

But now, I rather you just let my hand go

Though I know that Love never fails..

" But your words does "

With Time

2010-12-04T20:05:00.002+08:00

Sometimes, I really miss how things used to be

But I admit the fact that now, things has changed

People changes with time; Our mistakes, our rights, our wrongs

Life is a journey. I won't stop, I'll keep on walking

And even if along the way I make decisions & mistakes

If I fall and fail, at least I've tried

I'll get back up and move on

Whatever happens, it's not my fault at all

It's bound and meant to be the way it was

" Every seconds are moments; Our moments "

Disappointments

2010-12-04T00:32:00.003+08:00

Our first mistake, without boundaries;

We let our own heart expect & imagine

It hurts right?

" 1000 kawan ketawa senang dicari

Kawan menangis, belum tentu pasti "

Unwell

2010-12-01T19:32:00.003+08:00

Just feel weak all over

Been bedridden for over a week

& it just keeps deteriorating

" Mind & body just shut down totally "

Who We Really Are

2010-11-30T16:29:00.002+08:00

Our life is like one open book full of pages

We laugh, we cry, we smile, we stumble

We fail, we stand and we succeed

" Coz every chapter defines who we really are "

Maybe

2010-11-30T16:27:00.002+08:00

" Notice the little things in life "

Set Free

2010-11-27T16:39:00.003+08:00

I wish somebody would set me free

And I feel like going to some place far, far away

Where no one really knows who I am

Where no one knows who I was in the past

Isn't it better that way?

I just want to be alone, carefree, and happy

But, I know that is not possible

" If life is my enemy, I'm not going to lose "

Imperfections

2010-11-27T16:04:00.004+08:00

A friend said; We're like paper airplanes

Meant to fly, definitely bound to fall

It was NEVER about the trophies

It was all about the JOURNEY. Always

I live my own life and you have no idea what it's like being me

As long as I'm human, I am imperfect and so are you

I asked for strength from Allah and God willing, strength He will give me

I don't have any regrets when we crossed paths in life

They say TRUE friends stay and thank you for showing me you're not

For all of the hurtful things you've said about me,

It will only make me to be a better and stronger person

I am neither beautiful nor pretty

I am not smart and I don't live to impress people but myself

I'm sorry I can't please everyone but I know myself better

I am just being me, with imperfections

One thing for sure, I forgive, and I move on with life

It's okay.. It's really okay..

" Selagi Allah menguji hambaNya, itulah petanda Allah masih sayang "

Special

2010-11-13T19:14:00.002+08:00

Don't worry if you're single

Allah is looking at you right now saying,

"I'm saving this girl for someone special."

" Still, patiently waiting.. Insya Allah "

Don't Let Words Bring You Down

2010-11-07T11:24:00.004+08:00

Don't let the negative words affect you more than you ever realize
Pain is pain & it's only meant to do one thing; Hurt you
There could be countless of reasons as to why people throw words at you; Jealousy, hatred, envy and etc..
Whatever it is, be happy that you stirred something in them
People will always try to look for negative things to say about you
But you are the pilot of your own life
And you know the truths better than any of them all

" Stop paying attention to the negatives that are intended to bring you down "

Through Time

2010-10-24T23:42:00.002+08:00

No person has the right to condemn you

On how you repair your heart;

Coz no one knows how much you're hurting

- Grey's Anatomy

And perhaps, the only thing left to do is to forgive and forget

Btw I just realized:

I've been replying to a lot of anonymous tags of late

Didn't know I do have silent readers following this plain site

Well, Hello guys! Thanks for dropping by :)

" Just hang in there, and be yourself "

Fear

2010-10-23T12:10:00.003+08:00

Coz one of the things I fear most in life;

Is that my loved ones lose All memories of me

And sometimes, you have to forget what you want

In order to remember what you deserve

" Tears. A language the heart can't express "

Miles Away

2010-10-18T00:40:00.003+08:00

My brain cells are dying;

I'm already feeling all the stress & pressure

I feel like hiding my face in my pillow and cry

I'm a million miles away from satisfaction

I just wanna close my eyes and let my faith guides me

" Yet again, it's me against time "

Bliss

2010-10-16T17:23:00.002+08:00

It's good to be just plain happy

It's a little better to know that you're happy

But to understand that you're happy;

To know why and how - and still be happy

Be happy in the being and in the knowing

Well, that is beyond hapiness; That is bliss

" Life doesn't require we be the best, but trying our best "

Given Time

2010-10-15T21:29:00.002+08:00

A guy will love a million girls

But a real man will love a woman in a million ways

And a true woman will love a real man with all that she has and more

It's not easy when everyone is looking for Love in guys

Me? I'm looking for one in man instead

And in a man, I seek a friend

Someone who's equal, whom I can be comfortable & share my life with

Someone who loves me when I feel that I least deserve it

That's what it's all about

" The greater your capacity is to Love,

The greater your capacity is to feel the pain

- Jennifer Anniston "

D.U.S Crews Raya 2010!

2010-10-02T21:50:00.015+08:00

A picture is worth a thousand words

These friends are worth even more

And that's the language of D.U.S Crews' friendship

Not with words, but with meanings. 1 love :)

In a way, forgiving is only for the brave

I's for those people who are more than willing to confront their pain

Forgiving others was never too easy for me to do

But the choice always leds me to be happier

Have more peace at heart, and allow me to move on..

In creating a better relationship with everyone else around me

Sometimes, we must get hurt in order to grow

We must fail in order to know

" I'm ugly because I know I just am

& I'm beautiful because I know I do have a big heart "

Eid '2010

2010-09-17T19:45:00.003+08:00

I didn't give up, I'm done being the one giving in

I didn't stop hoping, I'm just over with trusting

I didn't fall out of Love, instead Love walks out on me

I don't believe time heals all wounds, I heal my own self

It's okay coz I know one day, hope does restarts

" Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir & Batin semua..!! "

Keep Going

2010-08-20T22:55:00.004+08:00

Sometimes, people are just afraid to tell the truth;
But most importantly, never fear to be your own true self

" Stay strong and keep holding your head high "

Ramadhan

2010-08-11T20:19:00.003+08:00

I thank Allah for granting me yet another day to live
Once again, Ramadhan is here
May this holy month brings everyone hapiness;
Strengthen your Iman, erase your sins and purify your heart

May He always shower his blessings upon you;
And protect you in all that you do
And may you guys always be in Allah s.w.t's loving hands
Insya Allah.. (:

" A test of patience, faith and perseverance "

Recent

2010-08-06T21:32:00.005+08:00

Had a show at Taman Warisan last weekend with DUS Crews
Lagi-lagi Sun's show, mcm Dila ckp as if stage tu kitorang yang punyer
Had fun..!! Baik DUS Crews aka DARA TERUNA..!!
Thanks kay! To those yg kene called up last min perform with us
Siape tak enjoy, audience pn naik stage clap2 hand sama2 dgn kita
Menang voucher seh.. Weee..!!

Anyways, survived week 1, am really liking the working environment
Lyrics in between breaktime
Glad that both of my colleagues and supervisor are really nice
Amin. :)

Priorities now, bebeh!
Mon, fireworks with D' usual songsangs
At last, time off for me. Yeay!

" The doors we open and close each day decide the lives we live "

Weekends

2010-07-29T13:30:00.004+08:00

Weekends for the past consecutive weeks has been amazing
I have loads of pictures to upload since Perdana Finals
But the laziness is just too overwhelming
Above, D.U.S Crews at Zoul's 22nd birthday pit last Sunday
The pic would be complete if all 27 of the songsangs were present

Now, huge responsibility comes with time management
Writings, Northland Pri, shows, trainings, comps, work!!
Clap2 hand training for the next 2 days
I can't wait for yet another blast weekend!
Show at Taman Warisan, do watch us!

" Self motivated! "

The Way It Is

2010-07-22T19:12:00.003+08:00

Whatever happened for a reason, it's meant to be
I realize that lately I cry more than I could ever hold back
I pretend more than I ever could fake a smile
I'm tired and I just want to break free

" Take deep breaths. Deeper breaths "

Evening Rainbow

2010-07-09T14:42:00.003+08:00

Engkau tiba bagaikan pelangi
Tak bercahaya namun kau berseri
Tapi cukup menghiburkan hati ini
- Pelangi Petang

Happy 24th to my awesome Yatt, and 20th to my lovely Pika
Allah knows best, Amin :)

Alang-alang duduk serumpun sesama kita
Biar lantang gema suara, senada seirama

13 competing groups on 1 stage, all the best
My Saturday is gonna be super awesome, can't wait!

" For the passion of it, everyone is a winner, already "

Touched

2010-07-02T15:51:00.002+08:00

Hello, I've turned 22 last Tuesday
Millions of wishes received, gifts, mini celebrations, dedications,
Even received calls just to sang me birthday songs over the phone
Thank you everyone, may Allah bless you guys in every way possible

Rerintik hujan mencurah tembusi awan
Lembut dan dingin dicumbu titisan
Menjadi badai dalam sekelip mata saat membina angan
Terhempaslah aku ke dalam lautan

" Harap, mengharap, harapan.. "

Moments

2010-06-22T13:10:00.004+08:00

Let's keep it short and simple

So here goes nothing..

Apart from clinching 3rd for Suara Serumpun 3

Aeisha B won 2nd placing for Karut Terbaik

Congrats girls!

Syarat tiada gerbang terbuka

Bisik sang dewa atas bertakhta

Desing kuping tajam irama

Lenggok merdu berbaur nista

Was totally caught off guard. Unexpected, yet thankful

I clinched 3rd placing for Senikata, tears from overseas!

Did I tell you London was super awesome?

Macam tak nak balik, really!

Lastly, Andika's Family Day event

Had bowling tournament, then off to Haji Lane for chill out and sheesha

Another awesome Sunday!

So, I feel like I wanna be a child again

Honestly, I'm so terrified of balloons

The irony is, I'd love to walk in a room filled with it

Kalau la tetibe Didicazli jelma nyanyikan lagu Happy Birthday for me

Sumpah I tell you, I boleh pengsan & cry on the spot!

On another note, I'm thankful and blessed I got to live yet another day

" Days come and go, but moments stay forever "

Simply Because

2010-06-04T14:53:00.002+08:00

Above all, memories just don't change

And I'm still me, who loves with all that I have

Goodbye Singapore, am leaving for London tomorrow

Till the day that I return, hugs & kisses from me to you guys

Everyone will be dearly missed!

" For now, I can't seem to love anyone else as much as how I've loved you "

A Strong Woman

2010-06-01T02:20:00.005+08:00

A strong woman...

Is one who feels deeply and loves fiercely

Her tears flow just as abundantly as her laughter

And in her essence, is a gift to all the world

Don't go for just meeting aims and expectations

But reach far and beyond the limits

I wanna be a writer and just keep on writing

I wanna write lyrics through songs that tells my story

I'm chasing dreams which I hope I'll realize it all one day

Nothing is impossible

" May Allah bless our journey always , insya Allah"

Tiara

2010-05-28T00:10:00.003+08:00

The real mystery of a woman who wears her tears like jewellery

She can appear easy on the eyes,

But never on her heart

That's her real tiara, take note of that

Currently I really have a lot going on in mind right now

Close to too much to handle

Strength, please

Cold and flu came at a really bad timing

On the other hand, I rest my faith in Him

Really, I never stop trying, though

Lain orang, lain pintu rezekinya

Patience shall it be then, Amin

" Say you fall 7 times, get right back up on the 8th! "

Woman

2010-05-25T03:14:00.003+08:00

Envy.

Olivia Wilde just spells Gorgeous..!!

And in every truth there is,

I just want to make unusual effort to succeed

Just because I'm a woman, I know I'm worth it

And I believe I have what it takes, no matter how long it takes me

Might be a nobody now, but I'll be a somebody one day

And someday, somewhere, someone..

" Believe in yourself, is what that matters most "

Or Should I not?

2010-05-23T20:58:00.004+08:00

The sudden urge to trim off my hair

And I'm fickle which hairstyle suits me the best

Would you mind choose for me No. 1, 2, 3 or 4?

Or, should I just keep my long hair as it is instead?

I won't be able to do french twist in the future if I chop my hair off

Maybe just have it layered and prolly, side bangs will do?

Hmm..

" Trust and respect is earned, and NOT given "

Play Pretend

2010-05-21T21:22:00.003+08:00

I like pretending that everything is alright

Because sometimes when everybody else thinks you're fine,

They forget for a while that you're actually not

Sometimes, the world goes faster than I can go

Sometimes, even fast is still too slow

Sometimes, life is like a dream

And sometimes, dreams aren't what they seem

" I'm a strong girl who manage to keep my stuff in line and still smile despite.. "

Slow Down

2010-05-18T00:15:00.004+08:00

And I miss the scenery by going too fast

Thus, I'm missing the sense of where I'm going and why

Wirni honey, please be faithful even in the smallest things

Because it is in them that your strength might lies

I'm not pretty. I'm not beautiful. I'm not sweet

I'm none of the above, really

Nothing special about me for I'm just myself

At the very least, I do deserve hapiness

Right?

" Note to self: Direction "

Sepi

2010-05-14T23:57:00.002+08:00

Sepi di hati bertandang lagi

Di sisi hati terjadi sunyi

Kuntuman hati tidak bersemi

Sampai mati mungkin aku sepi

Ku harap mentari hadir lagi

Memberi sinar pada hari sepi

Namun suria tenggelam pergi

Membawa senyum tidak kembali

Karya: Yourstruly

" Staring into blank spaces "

Aftermath

2010-05-12T11:41:00.002+08:00

Just a mere 0.5 points, is what that makes the whole difference

We were so close to finally making it to our first Perdana final

And that is, on Endang's very first attempt

Yes, I cried bitterly knowing we were almost there,

But not there yet. Almost

I read comments and heard responses about our set, all positive

And it's what that's gonna push me to do it again in 2yrs time

Looking at the standings, I'm really proud of us

One day, insya Allah we might just make it there together

Achieving 6th out of 11 + 2nd in Paluan + 3rd in Karut

Alhamdulillah..

Thank you Hairil & Fai. The main men behind our set

Not forgetting Mimie, Nafis. For your contributions & words too

Now, 3 more weeks to Suara Serumpun

I'm gonna help push my gerls & I believed they can do it

" I don't want to be the best, I want to be better "

Ibu

2010-05-11T17:35:00.002+08:00

Terkadang, hanya belaian seorang Ibu

Yang mampu memahami tangisan

Mampu melegakan kehampaan

Dan mampu menenangkan ketakutan

Terkadang, hanya hati seorang Ibu

Yang bisa berkongsi kegembiraan dan tawa

Apabila sesebuah mimpi indah

Dalam sejenak merubah menjadi nyata

Terkadang, hanya kasih seorang Ibu

Yang menjadi tunggak kekuatan saban hari

Menjadi inspirasi untuk menyuntik keyakinan diri

Untuk aku meneruskan perjuangan hidup ini

Menitis air mata emas di pipimu

Apakah nilai kasihmu yang melampaui sarwajagat

Ratna yang ku sanjung memiliki hati yang sering ada maaf

Isi hati yang menanggung segala duka lara

Apakah nilai pengorbananmu memerah keringat

Natijah dikau berbalut ketabahan berdinding kesabaran

Ihsanat serta jasamu tak mungkin akan terbalas semuanya

Andai dapat ku ungkapkan semua

Hanya ucapan terima kasih yang tidak terhingga

Merenung sayu wajahmu terpalit segala yang terbuku

Agungnya cinta seorang Ibu buat anaknya

Dikaulah pelita cahaya kepada berlikunya perjalanan hidupku ini

Walau sebesar mana bakti kami berikan

Tidak dapat menjadi ukuran

Seperti mana Ibu berjuang untuk melahirkan

Karya: Wirni Asyura Hamli

Berita Minggu, 9hb Mei 2010

" It's only sometimes that we forget a Mother's worth "

Eve of Comp

2010-05-08T20:11:00.002+08:00

It's just tomorrow & my mind is absolutely blank

No, I'm not letting anything cloud my mind, just calm moments

And I'm not expecting anything either

I just want to keep on believing that I can bring my team to greater heights

One day, I hope it'll all come true

For all of the hardships, challenges & sacrifices that we've been through,

Let's make it everything worthwhile tomorrow, ok girls?

We deserve that spot, if we believe we can

To the rest of the remaining 21 groups, best wishes and good luck

I'll see all of you tomorrow!

" Don't let failure take up any of your energy, space and time "

Spells Heaven

2010-05-05T22:45:00.006+08:00

My current crave for now..

Brownies + Ice cream

Or anything similar, I WAAAANNNTT!!!

Any kind soul, please? ):

" Note to self; Jaga health & suara utk comp laa!! "

Void

2010-05-04T23:14:00.003+08:00

Every little journey leads to a thousand mile
But when your heart sank, you just feel crushed

I can close my eyes to the things I don't wish to see

But I can't close my heart to the things I do not want to feel

I've been feeling really, really down of late

Disappointment, much

I keep telling myself I'll try, but instead, a voice keep telling me;

'Don't try, say you will'

I've just got to believe, if only I have that much confidence to it

" This, is really difficult ): "

Restless

2010-05-03T15:35:00.004+08:00

Lately, the past few days has been 'tormenting'

I feel uneasy when too many things clouds the mind

I kept thinking about stuffs that bothers me a lot

Let's just hope and pray for the best

Perdana semi this Sunday

Job interview coming up

Changes around me

And my dearest Mimie is going to leave me soon

Surat kiriman police dah sampai! ):

And MANY more

Bye, off to long hours of training now

6 days more, hold on

" Breathe easy "