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Wirni Asyura, SG.
asyur4@gmail.com


The word happy would lose its meaning, if it's not balanced by sadness. And a woman's smile is indeed the most beautiful, when she's been through tears and all.
Nobody ever says it's gonna be easy. But no one says it's going to be difficult either..

Sometimes we have to cry out all our tears, To make room for a heart full of smiles (:

Wednesday, January 21, 2009 Reasons To Smile Talked to the few Loves yesterday It's good that I am able to cry my hearts out on their shoulders Thanks to; Nada Farzana & Nur Farahdillah (above) Not forgetting, my FaiLove* as always & some others.. Thanks for everything I felt so much better now (: On another note, Been compiling my portfolio as I prepare myself for the real world soon Either that, or pursuing a degree in Theatre Studies / Arts Management I've been keeping a lookout on quite a number of options available Choices aren't that easy to make, but I roughly have in mind what I want Other than that, having my EndangDK training as per normal The girls are training pretty hard as the competition date draws closer And Endang is performing second after Dian! All the way, girls! Photoshoot today in the afternoon, Tutoring later in the evening Till then.. " When life gives us a hundred reasons to cry, Show life that we have a thousand reasons to smile " Tuesday, January 20, 2009 I Am Me Big girls don't cry, right? But I did ,more than once in school today " Tears that flows like a river. Never ending " If Only Today, I am not a happy girl I didn't realize that I walked alone to school today in tears If only I wish how everyone would stop being oblivious Oblivious to what people around them are feeling Things would have been different Celik memang celik Tapi hakikatnya kau buta hati Aku benar-benar kecewa.. On another sad note, I won't be meeting FaiLove* at all untill another 1 week plus or so Not even keeping in touch through Hp Due to some circumstances, this is the longest we'll be apart from each other FaiLove* said these are some of the sacrifices we have to make Not even a short meet up for our 2nd month anniversary this coming Friday He assured me that things are gonna be fine tomorrow But I know deep down for myself I will not be This is just torture, I feel lost " If only I can turn back time and freeze it, I just want hapiness " Monday, January 19, 2009 Life Is A Process I am truly disappointed I just hope time heals all wounds Despite these dull feelings that I am going through right now, It is faith in something and enthusiasm for something that makes a life worth living I just have to trust myself that I can pull through this Someday, I will stand on my own, that's my promise to you Sigh. I miss that boy so much It is times like this that he will usually give me the comfort that I really need I just want him home safe and sound Just come back soon " Life is to be lived, and not controlled " Sunday, January 18, 2009 The Love Story The Love is currently out of Singapore till next week He was comforting me earlier today as I am feeling really down Giving good advices and telling me sweet stuffs over the fone before we hung up How sweet that boy truly is, I felt better And he ended with this that cracked me up "Ohh ohh. And kenanglah daku dalam Doa you tau!!" Yes, we have grown apart Maybe in distance now, but never in the heart For the reason I know the real meaning of Love now is because of you " Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength, While loving someone deeply gives you courage " Saturday, January 17, 2009 Take Control It's basically just it I am responsible of my own life And of my own decisions I have grown up and I am definitely sure and affirmative of everything What everyone wants from life is continuous and genuine happiness Agreed? Thank you. So, don't tell me I don't have directions in life Believe me when I said I know exactly what I want and what I am going after Better than you do They say actions have consequences I just don't want to regret it my entire life if one simple mistake goes wrong All I need is trust and support, besides time That is the total opposite of doubting and judging my own capabilities Which is what I am receiving from you currently It is times like this when I am taking small steps into conquering my own achievements That you just have to kill it That is heartbreaking for me, you know Let me take control, as of now To the Love, thanks for your kind encouragement and support And I really appreciate you being there for me in every step of my life now I love you so much too " I am not a young girl no more that you once knew, For I have already grown up into a young woman " Thursday, January 15, 2009 FYP Finally Over! Hello Lovelies! Remember this newspaper article published back in 18th Dec '08? Yes, the 5 girls below is MY G302 Final Year Project team mates Our art installation piece was featured in the local Berita Harian then Well, that was last year, when the installation went on for 2 days Well, last Wednesday (14th January '09) was the official date that I declared myself FYP-stress-no-more! FYP Oral Defense babe! Fuuuhh!! One positive note that I can conclude was that all accessors was motivating They gave my team good response into liking out project AND our final presentation We were beaming with joy Once presentation was over and done with, We gave ourselves a big bear hug Screamed and shrieked in the lift to level 1 And took crazy pictures together, credits to 'Arifah's Mc Book Gerek pe! Rasa happy giler! Macam dapat terbang melayang gitu Well, truthfully I would never have made it without you girls Each and everyone of you contributed tremendously and pushes one another into going far I totally admire our team spirit We believe that we can, and we really prove it Everything was a success I am going to miss every moment of it It was a pleasure knowing you girls since Day 1 in school I really larnt a lot about you, about us I wish you girls success in your future endeavors Definitely these isn't going to be our last pictures that we took together And yes 'Arifah, I agreed that the last picture was beautiful Seriously, I love you girls a lot a lot a lot! Tapi kan, asal semue senget ke kanan ehh!? Haha Thank you Naqiah, 'Arifah, Eliza and Fadilah =) " Our friendship doesn't stop here alright " Amor A Primera Vista I have everything that I have ever dreamed of in life Except an entry to a university, yet Insya Allah, hopefully I'm granted one soon 8 more days and NiraFai* turns 2 months old Dear FaiLove*, I just want you to know that.. Eres el amor de mi vida Te quiero con todo mi corazon Queiro estar contigo para siempre h e a r t s** " NiraFai*, flechazo " Wednesday, January 14, 2009 MCG Annual Handover Ceremony '09 I don't wish to think about it What happened was totally unexpected Freaked me out completely To think it came from a Malay Pakcik! Mengucap seh aku! May Allah forgive his sins and wrongdoings Yes, saye tau dah lama overdue Saye hutang blog nie gambar beribu2 lemon banyaknya Alright, so here it goes I'm glad that I am finally able to trust someone with my responsibilities I know that she, together with the other newly elected comittee of AY 09/10 are capable of bringing MCG to greater heights Insya Allah, we alumnis and MCG will always support you guys from the back Congratulations from us all! President: Ain Bintang Kelap Kelip Vice President: Roohee Hee Hee Honorary Secretary: Moon Star Sun Honorary Treasurer: Liyana Sunshine Head Logistics: Hilmi Mii Mii Head Publicity: Shazwan Wan Cool Head Welfare: Shamsul Sam Sam Head Pentas: Nada Itik Quack2 Asst Head Pentas: Hilmi Mii Mii Head Dikir: Shirah Fur-Nairr Asst Head Dikir: Basyirah Bas Baas Head Silat: Firdaus Fir Boss Asst Head Silat: Farhan Thrill Thriller Head Tarian: Ain Een Eeeen Asst Head Tarian: Iraa D'yraa More pictures! Kholique sebokk jer kat blakang! 12th January was both Ain's & Shirah's 20th & 19th birthday respectively Happy blessed birthday sweethearts Razan & Asri Happening emcees of the day Not forgetting, another Asri, our photographer for the day Thanks for the many many 200 overr pictures! Yes, finally! Okay, aku dah free! Siape nak pegang access pass aku? Chey!! Macam paham! Like Kholique asked the other day "Wirni! Bahu kau rase 'ringan' takk?" RINGAN ABES! =) Fuuuuuhh! Ok, aku bedek. 15 pictures is not a lot. Im just too plain tired to upload the other pictures Now that I am gaduating soon, will definitely miss every moment of me being in MCG TAGS! [An] Hey! Hello An! :) [Aneeyshia] Thanks. Haha aah seh mcm kembar pun ade. LOL! :) [Naj] Ape wirwir!!!! Buruk seh nama! Haha please eh Naj! Jumpe kau tym training! :) [Ayeesha] Sweet kan dier? Tu ah cair abes! Yes, definitely we'll take pics together alright sweetheart? Am gg to miss u too :) [Liana] Yang 23 nye story aku dah blg! Kau ah diam! Suar! HAHAHA :) Okay done, good night everyone! " Believe in yourself that you guys can. Take care of MCG for me aites " Monday, January 12, 2009 Fur-Nairrs' Birthdays Handover Ceremony completed Happy blessed birthday to my 2 dearest Fur-Nairr partners, Ain & Shirah Love you two always and congrats on both of ur posts! Additional birthday gifts to the many2 presents you girls received today More updates with pictures on AHC '09 soon! I really love each and everyone of you guys out there who entered my life Good night " Relieved everything went well. Have faith in you guys " Kindest Touch I shouted in schocked at Woodlands intc last Saturday Yes, I did. All because of his 1 text message All the while, for like more than an hour plus or so, He was actually sitting behind me the whole time Keeping a lookout for my safety & well being As I sat quietly alone in the opposite direction while waiting for Ain to arrive And all the while, I THOUGHT I DID saw him taking off in bus 913 You know one of my hobbies; Stoning and day dreaming Kat mana2 pun boleh khayal. So, cannot help it ah It's no wonder I didnt actually see him 'running' back up to change $$ And I was dumbfounded for quite some time when I eventually turned to see if it's really him Yes, my FaiLove* was right there in front of me, smiling back I let out tears of me feeling really touched FaiLove*: "You belom lagi buktikan I yang you tak akan berkhayal bila you sorg2. Ade hikmahnya kenape I dlm diam dtg duduk senyap2 dari blakang and perhatikan you dari jauh. Tengok, I ade kat blakang you dari tadi pun u tak sedar. Macam mana I nak balik kalau I tau you kat sini khayal? Selagi Ain belom sampai, I risau kalau you duduk sini termenung sorg2. So, I was just protecting you from far and making sure you are really fine." Amazing. Tell me how can I NOT love him? On another note, today is MCG Annual Handover Ceremony '09 Seriously, I am going to miss my MCG Committee AY 08/09 I'm getting ready now and am leaving home in few hours I am so excited! (: " You know, it's the little kindest things and surprises you did like this that make me fall in love with you, all over again " Thursday, January 08, 2009 Finally Hello lovelies! I just want to say that everything has fallen back to its rightful place And I'm glad and thankful to Him for the blessings It's truly amazing how 2 strangers meet How 2 people from 2 different backgrounds set their eyes on each other Yet, how these 2 individuals fell in love and bind their hearts into 1 So much opposites between us that lead to minor setbacks However, the only one true thing that I believe still exists between us is that.. In every beat of our hearts In every blink of our eyes In every seconds of our time And in every moments of our days, We love and miss one another more than yesterday Whatever obstacles that we face, let us face it together And what the future has in store for us, let us brace it together The everlasting hapiness that friends wished us, let us experience it together Don't wanna lose me ever? I don't want to, either =) And I know, this blog lacks pictures Pardon me. School laptop still on loan. No bluetooth device lah seh! Just infra-red. OMG! Soon, pictures for display Ohh ohh! And it's funny come to think of it It feels like just yesterday that I am given the heavy responsibility as President of RP Malay Cultural Group AY 08/09 How time flies and soon, I am FREE of any responsibilities Yezzaaaa!! Ahaha. This is the poster Anak2 MCG aku tersayang, email dah sent but again, take note yee =) Ohh, and this Saturday on the 10th will be my first ever show with EndangDK I am so excited. Shirah & Ain definitely knows the FUR-NAIRRness in me " Love. All my life I have read about it, dreamt about it, waited for it, cried for it, needed it. Now with you, I have found it. " Tuesday, January 06, 2009 Holding On Ripped apart Broken into tears many a times Waited for long, but not even ONE To think that I feel like I almost.. Almost gave up on everything But I hold on, quickly eliminating the thought Because I still have faith, that things are gonna change That everything will be back to how it all started before That I believe out of all, I know you are different And I still trust what my heart tells me, and no one else Seriously, I dun wanna lose anything either And right now, I'm afraid of what tomorrow has in store for me Sigh. Again, I pleaded as I kneel down To all, thank you for being there. It means so much to me I wiped another tear as I typed this down Circumstances has made me a much stronger woman Though at times, I feel helpless and lost " You know I'm nothing without you " Sunday, January 04, 2009 I Wished, And More True, things happen for a reason I just wished that in times like this, you would be more understanding That you would take me in your arms and hush me down That your voice would tell me that things are gonna be alright with you around That your smile will make all my troubles go away That your hand will give me the comfort that I need And all that more. Like I said, 'I just wished..' You know, things doesn't have to turn out this way If only you understand what I went through I miss the old you And I believe, we'll pull through this, together " The only reason my heart is breaking is because I am not with you " Halilintar Tiba-tiba, fikiran aku jadi terganggu Emosi diterjah halilintar Keliru. Sedih. Takut. Buntu. Lemas. Cemas Dan marah Tapi, pada siapa? Dia? Mereka? Atau aku sendiri? Tak perlu tahu inti kisahnya Cukup sekadar baca dan fahami maksud yang tersirat Tentang apa yang tersurat Walaupun kadang-kadang pahit untuk ditelan Aku beranikan diri Sehingga tumpah air mata wanita aku Ke hadrat Illahi aku bermohon Berikanlah aku kekuatan Kerana esok lusa masih ada.. " Tutupkan mata seakan buta Pekakkan telinga kalau tak mahu mendengar Bisukan diri andai tak mahu membidas " Thursday, January 01, 2009 Hope For The Future Last Tuesday, the crews went to NYP to catch their annual production Layar Andayu 2008 presents the first ever musical attempt I would say the production was beautifully well crafted and staged Definitely enjoyed the different dance performances Casts were absolutely wonderful Two thumbs up!* Congratulations to Khai & Naqiah for the huge success Night was great, when I had great company with me (: In addition, bdk2 RP & CDM mmg kecohrables Not forgetting, an incident that happened FaiLove* lost his wallet at the auditorium Alert the NYP crews and we searched the area Not any where to be found. And someone must have took it Hopefully he/she is kind enough to return it back to FaiLove* Lesson learnt kay honey Be extra careful of ur own belongings from now onwards Cool to know that he is able to remain totally calm Aku pulak yang rase panic se-panic panic nyer Btol nye tak tenteram seh! Hairan kan. Ape tak? IC and atm card wooo.. Maut seh! Goodbye 2008, HELLO 2009! May the new year brings me and you guys many more blissful memories Insya Allah My resolutions?.. Just to reflect on myself Grab a Diploma Graduate with pride Get a full time job Stabalize my financial status Shop for my own clothes once I get my pay that is! Be independant Spread my wings in the arts arena; Theatre & Dikir Stage more productions To do well in DK competitions Fulfill show performances Come back and jenguk MCG, esp my juniors. Sayang oii! Pray the best for family and friends And definitely pray for NiraFai* to last long The list just goes on and on.. On another note, Ibu ask me to plan ahead for my future This includes full time job My own hapinness Talking about the seriousness of my r/s with FaiLove* And yadaa2 On another note, FaiLove* said he wants to take small steps in his career and life Supervisor then manager, work on his own effort, be successful and make his family proud And yadaa2 On another note, I am still working on my resolutions list And yadaa2 Are these making sense? Is this even going anywhere? Do you think what I am thinking? Nahh, I dun hear wedding bells I hear HOPE for the future FaiLove* still has a long way to prove himself that he's worth everything Everything that I have always hoped and prayed for Ohh! Fai cakap suro tunggu dier Dier target umur 26-28 baru nak masok meminang aku By then kan, aku rase aku dah fulfill criteria Ibu Which is to have at least $100, 000 dalam bank account HAHAHAHA Trus ape lagi? Kahwin ah!!! Cheyyy!!! **Ahhhh~!! Macam paham~~~** (sings to 'Ehh Macarena' tune) Hee~!! Insya Allah. Tak boleh tau pe. Skali betol macam mane? Amin......................... Thinking back, last quarter of the post sounds crappy No wonder Look at the time. Wee hours in the morning Patutla type semue mrepek! Ahahaha Sekali sekala kan. Takkan la nak selalu blog emo2, jiwang2, marah2 Btol tak?? Once in a while cakap pasal meminang & kahwin ape la salahnya Sounds klakar jugak pun ade Tapi ni la yang dinamakan perancangan untuk masa hadapan Cheyyy!!! Bebual world lagi aku ni! *Ahhh~ Macam Paham~~~!!!* Dah laa! Nak tido. Ngantuk giler seh Bye! Assalamualaikum " Only time tells all. Hapiness just flutters like a butterfly It's beautiful, and it 'flies' anywhere. So seek and treasure it "

When life knocks you down and out That is where you ought to stay, and believe