Sometimes we have to cry out all our tears,
To make room for a heart full of smiles (:
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Thursday, March 12, 2009
The Visit Dearest FaiLove* has been persuading me for weeks And insisting that I went to a polyclinic for a thourough medical checkup Extremely worried that my condition doesn't show any signs of improvement It's been way more than a month And so I did yesterday Questioning me about whether I mix around with smokers or not and more Who doesn't? More questions and answers check..check..check.. Doctor: "Ok. It's highly inflammation of your lungs dear. Now, I strongly advise that you stay away from your friends who smoke. If you breathe in any more cigg puffs, that will just cause more damages to your lungs than it already is.. If 1 week from now things don't get any better, than I'll have you come back for x-ray alright?" Me: (blank face) "Ouh erm, okay. Sure.." I asked her about the small traces of blood I found in my phlegms while coughing Again, check.. Check.. Check.. And she mentioned something about bronchitis as well I felt my stomach twist, waited as she scribbled down some notes She prescribed me few drugs that will help open up my airwaves Just so that my lungs can breathe again Felt pretty bumped about it at first Poured everything out to Bf about it But he assured me that things are gonna be fine Because of our faith in Allah above ![]() Losing & finding happiness Appreciating the memories & learning from the past " It takes so much more to know what your true strengths truly are " |
When life knocks you down and out
That is where you ought to stay, and believe |