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Sometimes we have to cry out all our tears,
To make room for a heart full of smiles (:
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Monday, December 29, 2008
Not Worth It You're just a bunch of uncivilized idiots Malas! Dah tak kuasa nak layan benda-benda remeh macam ni Tolong la eh. Jadi manusia tu cuba belajar adab Jangan nak kurang ajar Kalau dah diri sendiri macam gitu, macam mana orang lain nak hormat? Letak laa nama betol kalau berani Pengecut! Penakut! Biskot betol *and don't think I can't track who you are. see, how dumb can you be* Well in the first place, you don't feed me anyways So, I don't owe you a single cent Not even worth entertaining Get lost ah! " Nama jer Melayu. Tapi perangai.. Nauzubillah! " Sunday, December 28, 2008
How Much I Love You I smile, every time I read his sweet messages Over and over and over again I wish my eyes could speak what my heart feels for you 'Cause my lips can lie on what is true But my eyes couldn't 'Cause even if I close them, I could still see you Multiply it by infinity Take it to the depth of forever And you will still only have A glimpse of how much I Love You " With every breath I take, with each moment that passes by us.. I love you more " Friday, December 26, 2008
Marah-marah Sayang 24th December. I have the right to be angry because someone was super late Actually tak marah laa.. Nak step mrajok jer No wait. I WAS angry. Pfft! And he has the cheek to joke around This is him telling Nizam.. "Adik! Adik tgk Wirni ni. Dier nak marah Abang tapi sempat makan plak tu. Dier marah-marah Abang, abe Abang try kasi ice cream ni. Dier tgk ice cream tu pas tu dier makan. Tgk tu dah gigit ice cream besar2. Comot plak tu!" Nizam was bursting into laughter. I sulked Him: "So, you tak marah I lagi kan?" Me: "Siape kate!? Korang dua dah lambat tu buat hal lambat eh! Abe orang dah kasi ice cream free. Makan jer ahh! Rezeki pe!" Him: "Hahaha.. Cute ah you! Ade hati nak marah I. I kasi ice cream ni nak jugak" Me: "Ehh! Suke uh!" Him: "Elehh. U marah2 pun, dalam hati u tetap sayang I kan?" *Jeling maha jeling. At the same time, I was still licking his ice cream away* Eeeeeeeeee geramnyeeee!!!!! Benci ahh!!!! Hmph!! But I wasn't angry for long, coz he knows how to make me smile again " Nak kate benci, rindu. Nak kate marah, sayang. Ni lah yang dinamakan marah-marah sayang.. " Monday, December 22, 2008
Happy 1 Month niraFai* (editted) Today, niraFai* turns a month older on 231208 I may not be the prettiest among all I may not be the perfect one that you may have desired I don't need gifts and diamonds to show people what I've got Just the time spent, that matters most *Thanks for today, faiLove* (: I love you not just for who you are But who I am when I'm with you May tomorrow brings us many more blissful memories together  And I still remember this on the night of 231108: "Dear Wirni Asyura, will you be my other half? I promise to take care of you no matter what 'Cause I care and love you too much to let you go I really do. I want to be there for you in every step of your life" Now this, made me tear And then, "If you are sincere, then I am more then willing to accept you in my life. Yes Fai, I will" Today, I'm glad our Love still grows strong for one another And hopefully, lasts forever I never asked for more except you be protected and blessed by Allah above " Happy 1 month anniversary FaiLove* " Thursday, December 18, 2008
Choice Other than the fact that I came out in Berita Harian today With regards to my team's FYP installation entitled Life Frequencies; Where Secrets Unfold (Fasa Kehidupan; Terbongkar Rahsia) I have been receiving text messages congratulating me and my team for the success of our project, and also giving me well-wishes about me being a strong woman for my whole of 20 years and hopefully still counting Thanks, Loves! And to my darling FYP Team, congrats to ourselves too! Point Num. 2 I will be tutoring again starting next week onwards This time my assignment is a P1 kid TAPIIIIIII!!!! Venue kat Hougang seh! Punyerlah jauhh!!! 2x/week from 730pm - 9pm plak tu! Fuuuhhhhh~!!! All the best lah yee. Nak survive n be independant nye pasal Point Num 3. Dikir training macam biase Tetap FUR-NAIRR macam selalu Tekan suare maha tekan seh! Tunggu Zoul datang baru ragam masok For now, Nafis suro LOCK pitching Yeeeee understand understooded Sir! =) Point Num. 4 5 more days to the 1st month anniversary of NiraFai* And I still have no clue what to do The Bf is working anyways Point Num. 5 I know there are a lot more going on in my life but.. Nvm. Shall end here Nights darlings, sweet dreams  " I chose to remain silent. That is the best solution for now " Sunday, December 14, 2008
Shoutouts! Hello lovelies! Would like to wish 2 of my sweetheart friends a very Happy Birthday (picture of Ekin courtesy of himself from his friendster acct) From the time where we know each other in the MCG family We have supported and performed together and I have seen you two blossomed May your birthdays brings both of you many more wonderful happiness I wish you two success in your life journey, hearts!  Happy 18th Nurul Atikah Bte Sari! (:  Happy 21st Muhammad Sadikin Nurfaqih Bin Ahmad! (: 
Thursday, December 11, 2008
Newbie First song I ever heard and learned was Wanita Which was years ago since P2 Today, 11th Dec 2008 was my official 1st training with Endang Hahaha baikk pe! Budak lama jadi member baru Join jer terus belajar set untuk competition February next year Whoaa! Ohh ohh!! I remember that word the peepz always use FUR-NAIRR~!! (short for fanatic) Yeah! I was too FUR-NAIRR~!! untill I: 1) Wrote the Bisik lyrics at the canteen even before training starts at 530pm 2) Asked Aieshah B and Farah to sing along with me to help me memorize beforehand 3) Sentiase pegang pen and paper kat tangan time training 4) Keep on asking Ain (luckily she sat beside me) if I did it the right way 5) Tepuk sepuluh aku terlajak mula-mula! Part nie Zoul spot seh! 6) Nyanyi salah sebab member confident! Hahaha Banyak lagi ahh! Nie baru sikit, belom ragam penuh. Fuuhh!! All the best ahh Wirni! Kay, now aku yang kene start bayar fund. Haha Tapi Insya Allah, kekal dalam Endang bukan untuk sementara (: Ohh, the Bf mrajok sebab dier cakap time dier ajak masok, kiter taknak join. Orang lain ajak masok, kiter join. Hahaha together-gether laa tarik kiter masok kay Esp org 'tu' yang slalu msg: "Biler nie nak turun Endang nye training!?" And! Org 'tu' pun cakap kalau join Endang bukan kerana dipaksa, Tapi sebab atas kerelaan hati nak gain knowledge and memperluaskan ilmu seni. BETOL BETOL BETOL! Kay, nie saye dah jadi member pun. Frankly, now I experience for myself that the instructors are really strict and very particular Zoul: "Ahh Wirni! Terlajak!" Nafis: "Tak nak tak nak!! Balik semula!! Dengar btol2!! Suara korang mana?!" Hairil: "Wirni! Tangan macam mana? Macam gitu ke macam Iwani?" Adi: (sitting on the chair at the far end, pointing to his throat, signalling me to lontarkan lagi suare) Hmm.. Duduk jauh2 pun boleh spot jugak ehh. Ke dier sengaje nk kenekan orang? **ish! matii aku** BUT!! They can be funny and cheeeeezy too (: Kepala kambing, jumpe santa clause, nyanyi jingle bell semue terkeluar Mengarotz lah diorang!! Ahaha And then, training ended Otw home, aku masih FUR-NAIRR~!! hafal lyrics, paper masih kat tangan Yelah, salah nyanyi ke salah pitching nanti Cik Abang fabret Atie tuu marah kan So ape lagi. Fur-nair pon fur-nairr lahh Janji hafal. Aku tgh mood semangat nie Ok slamat malam semua! But sbelom tido, kene buat something ahh "Bisik~ Barisan atas~~~" " P/s: Wherever I am, your name will never fade away in my heart too " Tuesday, December 09, 2008
Couldn't Ask For More When he told me the piece of good news over the phone I quickly send a prayer to Allah, Thanking Him for the bless that He has bestowed upon us I was really overjoyed and glad to hear what FaiLove* has had to say Afterall, it was his own patience and effort that he has successfully landed himself the job I have never stop believing you But most importantly, you believed in yourself Congratulations Love! Right now, this is how I define happiness Living life as it is and be content with what I have Gracing through hardships as though it is just another test from Allah above Enjoying every minute of life's journey Seeing laughter and smiles on the faces of my loved ones Treasuring every 'pearl' that you have with you (family, friends, loved ones) Experiencing one of life's greatest experiences, which is LOVE itself
" Couldn't ask for more. Thank you Allah for everything " Monday, December 08, 2008
Adorably Cute Changed blogskin last night. Plain yet it showed simplicity. I liked it like this, alot I think will be settling down for this skin for quite a while To all Muslims, Salam Aidiladha (: Anyways, went to watch the Bf and the CDM crews performed ydae Pictures not yet uploaded though And Irfan Donde! is really an adorable kid A small P5 kiddo and he already perform with the big boys. Incredible! "Kakak, Irfan nak duduk dengan Kakak boleh?" I mean, I just met the child ydae for the first time and I barely knew him Yet, we've grown so attached to each other He held my hands when he walked Search for no one else but me when we board the bus Slowly climb on the bus seat and sat himself on my lap Pleaded with me to feed him Oreo McFlurry Had our own little cute conversations And surprisingly, he even slept on my lap too Like really curled up like a small baby The crews said: "Ooohh Irfan dah ade Kakak baru, kiter semue Irfan tak nak layan lagi eh?" "Irfan kat blakang Cik! Irfan dah ade 'mak' baru!" "Ehh korang tiga nie dah macam satu happy family uhh!" I kissed him on his forehead Because what touched me most was when he said "Kakak, nanti Kakak selalu datang sini main-main dengan Irfan ok?" Dengar2 KCC tu 5 min pe dari rumah aku. Hahaha** Ohh wells, I love kids anyways so doesn't really matter Glad to know that he's close to the BF as well Ok ah memang dah nampak potential. 1 family abess! Thanks honey, for everything (: 1 more week to the semester holidays, Then FYP execution then it's over Budak-budak semua cuti, internship aku terus dah start oii! " P/s: I knew you hold the key to my heart The moment you make me say I love you too " Friday, December 05, 2008
For My Dear Friends I didn't realized since when but today, I cried And so, I wiped away my tears Sitting down and thinking about the past memories I know that lately, sunshine does not seem to cast its rays anymore Petals of roses even fall and withered The only one thing that accompanies the sadness is time Amidst all of the happiness that one individual might be feeling, Why do I still see tears and sadness in the eyes of my dear friends? The ones who are facing life challenges and downfall Experiencing heart breaks and feeling a wave of disappointment Even whipped with the loss of their loved ones Having the difficulty to breathe for space Finding it hard to find Mr Smile again Dear Allah, please protect my dear friends along Bless them with happines just like the way you blessed mine Shower them with all the love and guidance that they should deserve In my prayers, I never ask for more except keep my family and friends safe and happy That is all that I could ever ask for Amin What else could be more happier Than to see my friends smile and laugh again The least I could do is to hope and pray for them to be abe to breeze through their hard times with patience and strength within, insya Allah " Anyone can give up. It is the easiest thing to do. But to hold on together when everyone understands that you will fall apart, That is true strength " Wednesday, December 03, 2008
Happy 17th Zul! This is for you Happy 17th Birthday Zulazhar May Allah bless you with happiness always I pray that you face life's challenges as it is And learn the real meaning of success and failure at the same time On your own Yesterday is just a little surprise for you, one that is not forgotten by us  Not forgetting, Happy 20th Birthday to our lovely Dian Farini too May your birthday be just as wonderful as you already are On a lighter note, My application for an internship for 2 projects for Suria TV has passed! Alhamdulillah (: I guess besides FYP execution and my cousin's engagement, My December is going to be really tight This, excluding of other projects applied for Ekamatra's productions That are scheduled for the year 2009 And suddenly, I miss Reflections 2008 The trainings, the company, the energy level and MCG spirit I miss the routines, the steps, the scenes, the gossips The loves, the people, the company, the crews I miss every single moment out of it The celebration, the rantings, the tears, the smiles Maybe I didn't really had a chance to express this And so I will. To every single one of you guys: I don't remember how we happened to meet each other I don't remember who got along well with whom first All I can remember is all of us stay and be together... Always Anyways, the Bf has been real sweet Caring and romantic. Enough said " The way you serenade me with songs everyday Your voice just melts me " Tuesday, December 02, 2008
Permenantly Locked Let's Recap 3 events that has passed: 27th November 2008* Flame Awards 2008 - Masqueade Event was so and so We totally dressed up accordingly to the theme Didn't had much fun in the theatre But MCG scored 4 out of 10 lucky draw prizes Dancefloor was hot all night! Most importantly, the crowd and company was love Especially when he's there 28th November 2008* Takziah kepada Syam, Nizam & Fai kerana telah kehilangan orang yang tersayang Semoga Allah mencucuri Rahmat di atas rohnya dan menempatkannya di kalangan Orang-orang yang beriman. Amin. Al-Fatehah 29th November 2008* Went to melawat at his place With Zoul and Kholique Glad to see the family coping well Will always pray for their well-being In the hope that Allah will give them the strength to carry on Insya Allah Fork & Spoon plus 962  2nd December 2008* Been 10 days only ever since And still counting With love. Lots of love. Permenantly locked Honesty, trust, faith and love between us holds the key It's just about the way you look at me deep in the eyes As if you see right through to my soul And then I smiled " Everyday messages that promises sunshine and roses Are all that I ever need, sweetheart " Monday, December 01, 2008
Tagged Thanks ehh Ain!! Layankan ajer, something to perk me up in class on a Monday morning Just some finger exercise will do # 1: People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves #2: Tag 5 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by continuing this game by sending it to other people 1. Do you have secrets? Fuuuhh!!! Yes yes I do!! Like a lot! 2. Would you fall in love with a boy/girl older than you? Definitely. Because I won't fall for a guy any younger. 3. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love? If you ask me, as long as I can breathe. Just for the fact that I love him very much, because I know the wait is really worth the while. 4. What would you do with a billion dollars? Bring my parents to Haji, travel around the world, pamper myself with clothes and shoes and bags and erm... Banyak lagi lahh! 5. Will you fall in love with your best friend? If it is in the name of love, why not? 6. Which is more blessed? Loving someone or being loved by someone? Both. Loving someone is what I can give, being loved by someone is what I can get in return. It makes me feel content and happy 7. How do you define love? Undefined. Something that is felt and shared between 2 person, but cannot be seen I guess 8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do? I have a life, so move on! 9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy? A few happenings. Shall I list them down? Anything that makes me smile makes me happy Like being attached? Hahaha (: 10. What makes you sad? Anythin that makes me NOT smiling. 11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time? Being happily married with my loved one with 2 kids of our own Chehh! Macam paham! 12. Who is currently the most important people to you? Family, friends and definitely my sayang!! (: Can't live without any of them above. 13. What is being regarded as the most important thing in your life? Honesty, sincerity, patience, love, determination. 14. Would you rather be single and rich? Or married but poor? Married but poor. We can always work hard to earn money, as long as I have my loved one with me by my side. 15. What would you look for in searching for a life partner? Common understanding, honesty and trust between one another, and someone who accepts me for who I am, and love me more than I love him. 16. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, and both of them do the same, who would you pick? Whoa! Firstly, I'm not a 2-timer. 2ndly, like Ain, I will do solat Istikharah, solat hajat, solat sunat so that Allah shows me his petunjuk. 3rdly, this will never happen! 17. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing someone has done? Yes, definitely. 18. What would you tell to someone you like? Be honest about my feelings and just tell him I have a crush on him 19. If there is a choice between love and friends, which will you choose? Definitely friends, because they are the ones who shares our woes. 20. Do you believe that there's True Love? Actually yes, I do. I'm not sure if I have found mine, but for now I'm content with what I have and I am happy (: End of survey* 5 people who's going to do this survey: I'm open to those who are seriously bored and has nothing to blog about. Do it! " I love you. Those 3 words have my life in them " |
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