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Sometimes we have to cry out all our tears,
To make room for a heart full of smiles (:
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Thursday, March 06, 2008
Hopes and Dreams Prepare yourselves for a lengthy post Those who managed to read till the end, thank you Taking a break from my never ending work, as most of you have said that Wirni is indeed a very busy woman. Responsibility bebb! Nie semue tanggungjawab sebagai seorang pelajar dan anak. What to do? What to do? Kerja tak jalan, matiii ok? Kalau tk kerja skolah, kerja rumah. Ryte? I looked at my organizer, and boyy my March is so jamm packed gilerz. If not FYP, MCG Meeting, production, events. Rarrr! My surrounding is soo quiet, other than the song Butterfly by Melly Goeslaw feat Andhika being played in my playlist currently. K, shuddup! I know some of you already thinking **Tak abes-abes dengan Butterfly kau**. Ahaha ohh wells. Cmon laa, you all know Melly is the true Diva, all her songs are beautifully composed by herself. Credits sikit laa ok? She is my true Idol. Lets see. 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, SIX teddy bears that I can find in my room that keeps me company when I am alone. True, they cant talk but they do hear me out when Im sad. A picture of Ibu n Ayah in which I kept it in my organizer all the time. Somehow gives me the strength to push myself harder to pursue something within my reach, or even beyond my limits. Nie semue restu kedua Ibu Bapa. I know, their Doa will always be with me all the time. That is what that keeps me going. Heyy! I have a story to share. Come listen- Speaking of which, March is a special month for my parents. Birthday Ibu n Ayah both falls on March, and also their wedding anniversary. Cool kan? And each birthday, reminds me that usia kita makin hari makin singkat. Belajar hargai apa yang kita ada di sekeliling kita. Theres more for me to achieve in this world. Theres so much more that I want to give to my parents. For I know that the happiness and success that I will have in life are the only thing that I can pay them for all of their sacrifices towards me. I know Im naughty at times. Or most of the times. Im stubborn. Im boyish. I watch soccer. I shout during soccer matches. I dunno how to clean the fish. I dun go to the market except cold storage. I know I dun hug or kiss them often, but I can feel the loss even if they returned home late from work without calling. I started to imagine the worst I possibly could. Constantly standing by the window to see if our car is already parked at the lot. Ohh wells I hate that feeling of not having my loved ones by my side. And being sick, I learn from Ayah. To learn to abate by everything and live with it. Nie lah anak Ibu dengan Ayah. Special kan? And honestly, at times just seeing both of them smile and laugh gives me hapiness that is undescribable. But I have my hopes and dreams. I want them to smile when I pass. I want them to see me graduate. I want them to see me get into University one day, insya Allah. I want them to see me get a career for myself. I want them to meet their future son-in-law and give their blessings. I want them to see me get engaged. I want them to see me get solemnized with the love of my life. I want them to hear the good news of me getting pregnant with their first grandchild. I want them to be able to carry my baby, to be able to play with my child and keeping them company. I want them to lead a good life now, and in the future too. In short, I want my parents to be with me all the time. 20th March (Ibu birthday) is 15 days away, followed by 30th March (Anniversary) and 31st March (Ayah birthday). I know I will post a birthday wish later on those dates, but for now can I just say: Ibu, Ayah. I LOVE YOU! =) |
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When life knocks you down and out
That is where you ought to stay, and believe |